There's only three people I want to see now,
1. Hana
2. Nurul
3. The handsome hunk of a man I saw at Annexe.

I have never seen the Handsome Hunk before, so I have no idea who he is, nor when I will ever see that handsome scruffy face again.
So handsome.

Oh, and Naim.
Therefore;
4. Naim.

Ugh being this depressed is a bittersweet thing.

So anyway, in order for me to have a reason to live, because it's been decades since I've been waiting for my dying day but it's just not here (yet) or anywhere.
I am impatient, so while waiting, I guess I'll just have to find something to do.
To pass time.

After college (yes, college) I'm going to volunteer for Mercy and go anywhere and everywhere and take pictures, and ultimately, like I secretly always wanted, work as a photojournalist for Time mag.

I can see the frown on my mom's face when she hears the word 'volunteer' and 'everywhere'.

I really don't know what to do.